Monday, October 1, 2012

Regular Days

Tonight I realized that regular days are extraordinary.  There is something so absolute awesome about regular days.

Today was a regular day.  There was nothing "special" about it and yet, there was so much special about it. 

I laughed.  Today I laughed.  I laughed at a lot of things.  Mostly, I laughed at lunch with one of my students and our conversation about suspending belief while watching TV.  I still insist that I am not surprised by the high mortality rate on Grey's Anatomy - those surgeons are so busy talking to each other and looking deeply in each other's eyes that they are not paying attention to where they are cutting. 

I made mistakes.  Today I made a joke in a meeting that ended up being at the expense of a dear friend and colleague.  It wasn't intentional but it upset him and it violated my own expectations around behavior.

I apologized.  Today I admitted I was wrong and I apologized to my friend.  Not only that but I apologized to everyone at the meeting for role modeling behavior that did not meet my standards. 

I napped.  Sat on the couch and fell asleep for an unexpected nap after work. 

I worked.  Today I was productive and got things done. 

I reflected.  I took time today to think about my day, my life and my feelings.  I paused long enough to think.  I don't always give myself permission to do that.

I learned.  That reflection helped me learn something about myself, my work and the people around me.

I loved.  I took care of those around me. 

I thanked.  Today I thanked someone in my life that has made a significant impact on who I am today.  A person that has given me the courage to stand up and to do all of the things I wrote about.

Today was an extraordinarily regular day.